Sianned.

EFA, POP, CA4, HCL, etc etc.

And failing them all.

Oh yes, JO! How can you be taller than me! You too! Omg. Sadness. ):

Maybe I should start jumping. Like fiddling with the skipping rope. Yeesh.

Ohhh and. Parents, or adults, are just weird. At first I told my mother, I think I want to quit third lang leh. She so she was like, Okay, tell me when you decided lor.

Then, I said I wanted to quit. She's like. No! Cannot quit! Like this you always do things halfway and quit, ban tu er fei. Cannot!

And my father objected too.

THEN! My father asked if I really wanted to quit, and I said yes. And he was like okay I'll talk to your mother.

I trusted he'd do it, so just yesterday I told my mother I was going to get the form to quit today. And my mother was like HUH?! WHO SAY YOU CAN QUIT ONE. CANNOT.

So I told her my father said so. And she was like HUH. We made a pact *blahblahblah*. And THEN, she said SHE will talk to HIM. Interesting!

And today, my mother asked me the same question. Blah. Same reply. Then she didn't say anything. Parents are weird.

Today is like CA4, and I can't friggin' catch up with anything Akashi sensei is saying. I'm like dooh and she's like LALALA!! Going on and on and on. I think I'm becoming like a retard. Sitting there looking at her talk. Then if she asks me to answer a question, I stand halfway and look at Nicole with that "Ohmygawd what's the answer, I dunno!" look.

Rawr.

EFA and POP. Saturday. I'm so busted. And I'm going to miss tuition. Again. Well Ms Chew's not there anyways.

HCL test, Math test. I'm a hundred percent dead. Anyone rich and kind enough to prepare a funeral for me? Arr. HG Festival coming! Touchwood. ):

I'm so going to suffer.

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Hope you're doing fine now. Perhaps the best way is to let go, though I don't know how. Well I guess it's not as if trying to let go does me any good. I've always wished you'd return. It never came true.